The Sand Hill Review http://www.stanford.edu/~sandhill 2005
Last
Days
One evening, as we sat on our patio,
there was a great crack! and a hole opened
in the back yard. Dead souls streamed out,
unreeling upwards, all in black and white
and mildly lighted like an old movie.
Holy shit! we shouted,
before we knew we shouldn’t, and then
there were more cracks! and more holes.
More souls, as if the topsoil were
unknitting itself.
People fled inside and stared out
at all the spirits rising like a backward
rain.
Since then, we’ve been waiting, for what
we don’t know. Is God nigh?
That’s the question.
We’ve sent up flares and planes,
but there’s a thick cloud layer and no
information.
And so, in the half-light our days have
become,
we go to the churches to plead
and to the nightclubs for comfort,
pulling our chairs in from the windows
to watch the floor show at the center of
the room.
If you knew Susie like I know Susie—
Oh, Oh, Oh, what a girl!
At these times, the dead are like wallpaper.
This is not to say we can ignore them.
We’re trying to repent and not to dread,
though I don’t like walking through the
dead.
You feel as if you’d passed in front of a
projector:
there’s no sensation, but there’s a shadow
on you,
and for a moment, a face replaces
your
face. It seems only right to stand
still.
It
seems only right to run.
Charlotte
Muse