Feeding the Chickens With My Father

 

Janice Dabney

 

The rooster crowed throughout the day but stopped as Father poured

Feed bought from Carr’s the Saturday before, divided now

In barrels filled with mash and scooped for birds with empty craw.

Each evening without fail, two figures bundled up for cold

 

Or stripped to shorts, depending on the season which ignored

These acts of kindness and scored our own desire as foul.

I dug beneath the setting hens and saw the chicken scowls

As beaks drew blood in anger at my raid of nests, or floor

 

Or any surface where they tried to brood, an instinct strong

In all the species of the world who roost in wood-framed houses.

Their water changed, we grabbed old beets from hardened soil, threw long

Into the yard those rounded shapes which bled their juice much less.

 

My father held his hankie to my wound and I belonged

To farmers in my past, re-living joy of day’s success.