3. attempt on big wall - El Capitan 7/94, with Stephen Ross. We were hoping to do Tribal Rite. Stephen located a topo, beta, and some extra gear from Vince DePasque. We settled on starting on the Nose route. - Nose p1 - C led - Nose p2 - C led up about 30' then fell 12' onto ledge, hurting back. Barely able to self-rescue. Spent 2-3 weeks in bed recovering. At the end of May '96, I wasn't climbing, but my friend Stephen Ross died in a climbing accident in Yosemite. Stephen and I tried to do an El Cap route 2 years ago, but I fell on on the second pitch of the Nose and hurt my back. He was able to rescue me and drive me home. Stephen died leading Beverley's Tower at the Cookie in Yosemite, when he grabbed the single piece of protection he had placed (a mini Camalot), and it pulled. Like my previous fall, I guess he just didn't have adequate protection in when things went wrong. That's just the realities of what can happen in this sport when one is not careful enough. I often think of him when I'm considering doing a big wall, and I'm sure this will continue.